16th may 2011

it have been so so so so so so long since i post anything in my blog..
well life have been in a mess for quite some time..
finally settle down..
i shift to a new school and now going to shift house pulak..
now no longer schooling in smk seafield..
now im schooling in smk usj 8..
well that school is not that bad..
i like the people there cause they are quite friendly but i really missed seafield..
ALOT!!!!
exams is going to start this friday and now i have to study study study..
don,t worry after exam, 2 weeks holiday..
YAHOO!!!!!!
can.t wait for the holidays..

new house new room
how those that sound..
just can,t wait for it..
luckily im staying with my parents not with my other sister..
you know what i realise that if i dont stay with my parents i will be spoiled like my other siblings and guess what i have BRIGHT future ahead..
sampah masyarakat betul!!!!

get to buy my guitar and earphone..
hehe change phone again..
now im using c6..
thanks to dad..

what colour should my room be huh????
i don,t know..
i think i will go with white or black or light cream..
well lets make the decision now so i dont have to rush later on...

got to go..
i have to download ALOT of SONGS into my phone and MP4..

will tell you guys the story of my new school and friends..
till then..

23 january 2011

seriously saying i hate today!!!!
it sucks!!!
eleena's birthday and we only do BBQ.
how teribble...
uhh i hjate today..
showing my mood the whole day and finally get into good mood when i watch some music video..
haha...
songs can really do change me..
thats it for today..
dont want to talk much..
tomoroow promise will write until atlest 5 page..
haha..

22 january 2011

what a busy day!!!
went to sunway with aziee and azelea..
we watch paranormal activity 2..
awesome!!!
u guys should go and watch it!!!
a little bit scary but who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!
went back home and got a call from natasha alia saw asking me whether im going for shamil's birthday party or not??
i was like hah i dont know also today got shamil's birthday party..
she was like got lah come lah fast
i was like ok
arrive there about 9:30
wow so many people..
the one i recognizes was fyzal, abu, haziq and the others im not sure..
come back home and found out i have to help my bro download some songs..
and i finally finish all the songs just now..
man im tired..

10 january 2011

wah!!
didnt go to school today cause nobody wanna send me to school..
nevermind lah, i can study at home..
later got tuition..
ahh cant wait..
i hope i can make friends there.
cant wait!!
busy doing my sejarah..
tuition at 5:30
actually 8 but have to go early cause sheela's class start at 5:30..
nevermind lah..
just wait loh!!!
bye2

heart

sometimes we feel very hurt..
sometimes we feel happy..
but there's someting which we can't feel sometimes..
love in your heart..
love is a miracle that sometimes do't happen to someone...
someone like me..
but i wanna tell one of my bestfriend's love..
she fall inlove to someone she hates for a long time..
it is weird..
well people say..
dont hate someone cause you will end up loving he/she..
it's weird but what to do??
she fall for that guy..
and it hurt her so much cause she cannot confease anything..
she was too afraid..
she only told me..
and through what i listen..
she really love that guy..
even do i dont have any experience in love but i still think..
wow she really love that guy..
that guy ignore..
and if im not mistaken she told me that, the boy got a girlfriend..
same school with them..
and everytime seeing that boy with his girlfriend..
i will hurt her..
i start to pity her..
i tell her to confease but she just cant and i think she won't..
i know she really love that guy..
really love..
but what to do??
i hope she will confease someday..
even if that boy reject her or anything..
doesn't matter as long as she confease..
no one is perfect..
pity my friend..
well she is good at falling in love with a wrong guy everytime..
can't blame her..
it's her heart and soul that want to love that boy..
i know that cause i have been friends with her for a long time..
since i was born..
our childhood togther..
it's like we are twins..
i hope someday she will confease her love and can smile again..
no longer a fake smile but a smile from her heart like before..
i really miss that smile..
looking at it make me feel comfortable..
not saying im lesbian..
but who dont want to see his/her friend happy???
good luck _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

5 january 2011

wow so long since i write anything on this blog..
school start 3 days ago and now is the only free time i have..
well it sucks that i have to go to school and its even worst that i have to go morning section..
trying to get use to it..
well its not that easy ok..
im use to getting up at 10 am and now i have to get up 5 am..
wow how amazing is that..
tired and sleepy but anyway..
i cant stand iT (NOT ONLINE FOR DAYS)
haha!!
tomorrow even a busy day..
haha..
need to go to bed but dont want to go to bed..
hhaahahaha..
everybody else in kitchen doing some cooking cause they want to eat..
still hungry i guess..
cik wan aslina just arrive just now..
well she havent eaten..
i can accept that but the others..
huuuuhh no words to describe..
haizz im talking stupid stuff now..
better go tro bed after i finish my korean drama..
mary stayed out all night and dream high..
you guys should watch it..
seriously saying..
haha..
im off to korea..
bye bye and see you next time..

31 december 2010

its the last day of the year..
when the clock strikes 12 tonight it means its a new year..
i just dont feel happy that it gonna be 2011..
it weird..
i know..
huh..
it so weird and i feel like im gonna cry right now..
 i seriously diont know why..
i guess this is the end of this year..
i will try to welcome new year as something important klike everybody do..
anyway i cant promise..'